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The remedy? Feel ALL our feelings, in abundance, with loving support. Learn and lean into the power
of forgiveness. Accept the clarity and freedom that comes with it. Not at all easy, but it brings us to the
clarity and freedom to love and be loved, again and again, abundantly.
I feel like the deep grief I feel needs an outlet, a path in which to allow itself to
flow over the land and go back into the earth, to become nourishment and part of
rebirth. I wonder if this is something I can do alone and with folks willing to explore
this, as I know many have done and are doing... finding ways to heal, transform,
alchemize and create. I struggle to focus my energy and have started to listen
to a podcast about sacred sons, exploring spiritually new forms of masculinity
and community. interestingly enough, brown boi project did a retreat this summer
exploring liberatory masculinities. it was grounding to spend time exploring,
resting and finding new paths towards healing. this all comes with me engaging
more in the cisgay male community, and also considering and holding my “elder
male” role in my family, as well as queer male in the broader community.
Part of me just wanted to not really think about it, and another part of me
wants to flow and discover. I think a balance of flowing, discovering
and experimenting is where I’m landing on understanding my
role/roles in community.
—Freddy Lee
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